Ryan, I know you're lying
To your therapist, about our relationship
Ryan, you're not even trying
Nothing's gonna change, if you keep being ashamed of the truth
I know you're probably talking about the fight
That we had last night
The one where you made me cry
I know you're telling her about all the shit I said
The nasty things and that I wished I was fucking dead
But you know I have a feeling
You don't mention the passive-aggressive emotional terrorism
You specialize in
You think if I can't articulate the number of ways you gaslight me
That it evaporates but you're not clean
Ryan, I know you're lying
To your therapist, about our relationship
Ryan, you're not even trying
Nothing's gonna change, if you keep being ashamed of the truth
Ryan, Ryan, Ryan, Ryan
Nothing's gonna change, if you keep being ashamed of the truth
I don't know if you really realize that I love you
But that's not tragic, and that's not cute
You think that I could never understand your pain
So you try to make me see it in unrelated ways
But you don't want me to get it, you wanna stay defensive
You love being the victim, you're really not that impressive
And you don't get extra credit, for lying to your therapist
She thinks I'm letting you down? I think she might be projecting
Ryan, I know you're lying
To your therapist, about our relationship
Ryan, you're not even trying
Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth
Ryan, Ryan, Ryan, Ryan
Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth
Ryan, I really wanted to make this work
But I don't deserve to be hurt
And I don't deserve someone who needs to hate me
To pretend he doesn't hate himself way worse
Ryan, I know you're lying
To your therapist, about our relationship
Ryan, you're not even trying
Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth
Ryan, I know you're lying
To your therapist, about our relationship
Ryan, you're not even trying
Nothing's gonna change, if you keep being ashamed of the truth
Ryan, I know you're lying
Ryan
Ryan (Ryan, Ryan, Ryan)
(Nothing's gonna change if you keep being ashamed of the truth)
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