These pills are meant to help me sleep
But all they do is keep me
Wide awake
Wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face
Is just a mask (spill it man) and this is all so fake
All (yeah) so fake
It's four a.m where i'm at
I'm staring at the walls
Checking my phone
Hoping someone calls
I've been feeling trapped
I've been feeling suffocated
I've been feeling high
I've been feeling low
This shit be fluctuated, yeah
For the most part
I'm stuck here thinking 'bout my life
I'm on the same page in the same book
But i'm feeling fine
Might not be as strong
But i'll be alright
And if this shit is wrong
Then why does it feel so right
These pills are meant to help me sleep
But all they do is keep me
Wide awake (awake)
Wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face
Is just a mask and this is all so fake (so fake)
All so fake, yeah
I've been awake for three days
All feelings starting to fade
How many pills does it take
Until I'm drifted away (until i'm drifted away)
I send my soul up to space
My head gets crowded
(Head gets crowded)
I try to tell myself to stop don't think about it
(Don't think about it, yeah)
But what's the point if I just end up dreaming 'bout it
(Dreaming 'bout it, yeah)
Wake up heavy breathing screaming 'bout it
(Screaming 'bout it, yeah)
Pop a pill can't be without it
I'm tired of having to constantly live in havoc
I've had it
Up to here with these habits, forgetting shit like what happened
Like yo you know what my hat is
But all I hear back is silence
Yeah, like that this shit's been getting crazy
These medications don't phase me
My memory's getting hazy
My motivation is lazy
Past few years they'd been the greatest
At this point, I don't even fucking care what my fate is
These pills are meant to help me sleep
But all they do is keep me
Wide awake (awake)
Wide awake
This smile I wear upon my face
Is just a mask and this is all so fake (so fake)
All so fake, yeah
I'm sleepless
I'm thinking of all the things I couldn't change
Even if I wanted to
Does that bother you
Well I feel the same
I ain't in it for the money
I'm just in it for this, fuck, I don't even know
But at the end of the day
When everybody's screaming my name
I know that i'ma be the last person in the room to complain
So listen, if you ain't here to stick through the lows
Then I don't expect to see you at the highs
When there's thousands at my shows
See i'm just tryna do what's best for me
You gotta understand
'Cause to me, this all that matters
This my only plan
And listen closely
They think i'm up and coming
But first, I gotta break free
These pills are meant to help me sleep (these pills)
But all they do is keep me (are meant to help me)
Wide awake (awake)
Wide awake (oh)
This smile I wear upon my face
Is just a mask and this is all so fake (so fake)
(This smile I wear is fake)
All so fake, yeah
For the most part
I'm still here thinking 'bout my life
I'm on the same page, in the same book,
But i'm feeling fine
Might not be as strong
But i'll be alright
And if this shit is wrong
Then why does it feel so right
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