Scared to be by myself
More of everyone else
Whose idea was this hell
Has me petrified, has me paralyzed
Rest my head on the pillow, on my bed made of nails
All I want is to peacefully sleep
Stare at the clock on the wall
Watch the rain turn to hail
Pessimism festers in me
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a drum
Overthinking till the damage is done
LCD keeps my cortex numb
It's a part of me I don't want to see
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a bludgeon
Everyone's watching, everyone's searching
Can't sleep, can't sleep, sync with the sun
It's a part of me, my anxiety
I can't fall asleep (ahhhh), there are voices in my head
Like anxiety (ahhhh), mixed with words I should have said
I tried to brush it off, but my brain won't comply
I stayed awake in bed for hours, I won't lie
There must be something wrong with me
I dont deserve to speak
Covered my face so I can breathe
I dont want to be seen
I put my flaws behind a smile half the time
But there no hiding from the silence in the night
Rest my head on the pillow, on my bed made of nails
All I want is to peacefully sleep
Stare at the clock on the wall
Watch the rain turn to hail
Pessimism festers in me
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a drum
Overthinking till the damage is done
LCD keeps my cortex numb
It's a part of me I don't want to see
Heartbeat, heartbeat, beat like a bludgeon
Everyone's watching, everyone's searching
Can't sleep, can't sleep, sync with the sun
It's a part of me, my anxiety
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