Barely raised by my dysfunctional fam
Here I stand as a dysfunctional man
Quick-tempered, short-fused
And pissed at God
Demons pullin' at my soul 'til it's ripped apart
Secret's out momma that fire I started it
Fuck the fireman logic of the closet
By the wire shit
What's positive about a father that bust nuts Then wussed up
And a momma that don't show her son
Enough love
Shit, that's why I run from my first son
And force these chicken head bitches
To get abortions
I'm married to game, my mistress is fame
My girl Paq the closest, she know
I ain't gon' change
Go insane in a world evil as ours
I done shot at houses, people and cars
The deeper the scars, the worst is the history
God you ain't gotta forgive me, just don't forget me, you hear me?
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
And most importantly I'm tryin' to
Support my seeds
Can't seem to get away from them
Courtin' fees
Embroidery, on my hood
Across my heart disorderly
Breakin' in houses of people who ain't got More than me
Accordingly, I move in error
Gotta face the fact though
I can't fool this mirror
Neglected my daughter and tryin' to blame on How I was brought up
Like I'm a product of this environment
Why ain't I shot up?
Got up today like
"Why you let me breathe again?"
And with each breath I feel death is creepin' in
Thinkin' sinners are winners and I'ma finish last
My pen and pad record my life
As each minute pass
Passin minutes, I shook sin and shook drugs
I did right by you but still you took Bugz
Then caught me in adultery, fought me
For not knowin' through the dark streets you Walked me, talked to me
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
It's the risk that's a rush
So rush my wrists in the cuffs
It's like a fight for yo' attention and love
Speakin' of Bugz, give me a hint from above
If he not you know I wanna be sent
When I'm done
Kid outta wedlock so my lady's frontin'
I love 'Em, cause he gave me somethin'
A positive anything is better
Than a negative nothin'
I was on the edge of death ready to jump in
It's hard when you can't find love anywhere
And just because the reverend listen
Don't mean he care
Pops on crack with a sufferin' past
I dream in black and white,
The world color me bad
Other than sad, painful and stress
Life is good with the webs that,
Tangle with death
Control the border, control the school
I have sinned amongst men and
My soul is yours, yours
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
Lord forgive me, for I've sinned
Over and over again just to stay, on top
I recall memories, filled, with sin
Over and over again
And again
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