My regrets, same old story
Paid my dues, paid my glory
They tell me, "Hang on, please, don't you worry"
My mind wanders then my thoughts go blurry
Am I paranoid or a different breed?
Where did I go wrong, there is no retreat
I been on the haunt lately for a happy me
But this negativity I can't escape, you see?
I need a change quick, if I don't, I'm concerned
These people love me 'cause I put into words
What most can't say, so I'm here to disperse
They depending on me, but I'm stuck in a curse
Numbers go up, then my health goes down
Will I blow up, it don't matter right now
Gotta find my peace, better rise to my feet
If I don't do that, I'ma click-clack-blow
Let's face the facts, I just wanna be great
I wanna be real, but I'm feeling so fake
I love my job, but the price you pay
Is a burden so deep that most can't take
So I paint my face and I hide my mistakes
My anxiety's high so I lay wide awake
Got my headphones in think I need my fix
I wanna give in, but I will not quit, nah
Where do I go when I'm feeling so damn alone?
I don't know why I am so cold
What has gotten in to me?
Can't escape this misery, can't escape this misery
Where do I go when I'm feeling so damn alone?
I don't know why I am so cold
What has gotten in to me?
Can't escape this misery, can't escape this misery
Gotta leave a legacy when I grow up
I'm hoping they remember me when I kick dust
I'm trapped in a box, still searching 'cause I'm lost
My emotions run dry so numb, won't stop
A lot has changed in a year, I admit it
The life I use to live, that is so forbidden
Now I make a little money as I plot these written's
If the song don't pop, then the fans go missing
It's lights, camera, action
You don't see the backstage
Yelling, "Ceasefire" every time I have a bad day
Putting on a show like I'm starring in a matinee
Hate to be in crowds, kinda funny how I want game
I am overanalyzing every situation
And then I start debating if I'm gonna be the greatest
Where do I go when I'm feeling so damn alone?
I don't know why I am so cold
What has gotten in to me?
Can't escape this misery, can't escape this misery
Another day exhausted, yeah, my soul is tired
I question who I am, and if I should keep fighting
I'm running out of options, there is no redemption
No more excuses, but I'm lacking of some inspiration
Where do I go when I'm feeling so damn alone?
I don't know why I am so cold
What has gotten into me?
Can't escape this misery, can't escape this misery
Where do I go when I'm feeling so damn alone?
I don't know why I am so cold
What has gotten in to me?
Can't escape this misery, I can't escape this misery
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