These thoughts, only a symptom to pave way
Full-fledged addiction it unfolds and takes shape
Not to the bottle that I know I now crave
But the existence that I pray that won't take me
God, you know I'm trying to be better off sober
Trying just to get over the guilt that I can't get control of
Instilled by pain I can't get a hold on
If only I could pick myself up
I'd learn to prove you wrong
I've been holding back this feeling
That I am all alone
This infection has changed and reshaped me
I'm ashamed and afraid you'll replace me
Every breath I take laced in complacency
Plaguing my brain, there's no escaping this
How have I sunk this low
Failing to breathe
I can't breathe
I am losing control
If only I could pick myself up
I'd learn to prove you wrong
I've been holding back this feeling
That I am all alone
If only I could pick myself up
I'd learn to prove you wrong
I've been holding back this feeling
That I am all alone
Look me in the eye, tell me I am fine
My thoughts bury me alive
Look me in the eye, tell me I am fine
My thoughts bury me alive
Look me in the eye, tell me I am fine
My thoughts bury me alive
Bury me alive
If it's all in my head, I am alive all the while
I wish I was dead
Why am I alive?
Why am I alive?
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