I never thought I'd be so mean, never thought I'd be alone at nineteen
But all the thoughts are in my head again, head again
All these thoughts are running through my brain and out the door
We've become insane, we've been numbing the pain
But you can see all the things I'm going through
We've become insane, we've been numbing the pain
But you can see all the shit I'm going through
No no no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
No no no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
No no no, makes it hard to survive
No, you can't find my reasons, no, you can't find my pain
We all got lost in Jesus, but he can't take away my pain
I'm looking for something more
So take me away, from out the door
Now I'm looking for you outside to say
No no, no no no, I hide my pain inside
No no, no no no, I bleed to feel alive
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead inside
No no no
No, I can't take it
All of these memories
I can't fake it
I'm trying but I am dying
I just want to
Oh, just be myself
I have tried to, but now I'm someone else
No no, no no no, so please be kind
No no, no no, I'm losing my mind
No no,no no, I'm really not fine
Oh no, I'm really not fine
We live in an age where sex and whores are gods
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
We live in an age where sex and whores are gods
We live in an age
We live in an age
We live in an age where sex and whores are gods
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed
Are flawed, no
No I can't take it
All of these memories
I can't fake it
I'm trying to fight it, but I am dying
I just want to
Oh, just be myself
I have tried to, but now I'm someone else

Comments (3)

  • God
    I never thought I’d be so mean,never thought I’d be alone at nineteenAll the sounds are in my head again, head againAnd all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the doorRather be dumb than insane, rather be numb than in painBut you can see all the things I’m going throughRather be dumb than insane, rather be numb than in painBut you can see all the shit I’m going throughNo no no, no no no, I hide my pain insideNo no no, no no no, I bleed to feel aliveOh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead insideOh oh oh, oh oh oh, makes it hard to surviveNo you can’t find my reasons, you can’t find my painWe all got lost in Jesus, but he can’t take away my painI’m looking for something moreSomething to take me away, from out the doorNow I’m looking for you outside to sayOh oh oh, oh oh oh, I hide my pain insideOh oh oh, oh oh oh, we bleed to feel aliveOh oh oh, oh oh oh, I am dead insideOh, oh, yeah, makes it hard to surviveNo I can't take All of these memoriesI can't fake itI'm trying but I am dyingI just want toJust be myselfI have tried to, but now I am someone elseNo no no, no no no, so please be kindNo no no, no no no, I'm losing my mindNo no no, no no no, I'm really not fine Oh no, I'm really not fineWe live in an age where sex and horror are GodsWe live in an age where all our bodies are flawedWe live in an ageWe live in an ageWe live in an age where sex and horror are GodsWe live in an age where all our bodies are flawedWe live in an age where all our bodies are flawed, are flawedNo I can't take All of these memoriesI can't fake itI'm trying but I am dyingI just want toJust be myselfI have tried to, but now I am someone else
  • Buster
    Trust me, Christ Jesus Save everyonewho seeks himJust give him a chance!God Bless!
  • Gwendolyn Cheri Gibbons
    Is that the end or is there more ...im urning for more