I've been sleeping like shit
This whole world makes me feel sick
I've been stuck in my depression
Painting the world as a cruel lesson
I'm a prick
And I treat my friends like shit
If you could only see the thoughts inside my head
Well of course it had to rain
It's not like I had plans today
I'll just walk the empty halls of a
House that I grew up in
It's hard to feel ok
When these eyes in picture frames
Only see the person outside
To the world I'm only skin deep
Was I like them?
Was I pure?
Did I even have a chance to feel secure?
Well I’m falling asleep in my bed
But I can’t lay my head
Where strangers slept instead
I’m facing the depths of my mind
Intentions inside
That I wished would die
But I’m still alive
Now stop, I hate to ask this
Is there peace inside the storm?
‘Cause it sure as hell ain’t quiet
But the sound just tempts me more
To drown myself in alcohol
In caffeine, music, fuck it all
If nothing here is worth a shit
Is it time that I admit it’s all my fault?
It’s all my fault
Well I’m falling asleep in my bed
But I can’t lay my head
Where strangers slept instead
I’m facing the depths of my mind
Intentions inside
That I wished would die
But I’m still alive
I’m falling asleep in my bed
But I can’t lay my head
Where strangers slept instead
I’m facing the depths of my mind
Intentions inside
That I wished would die
But I’m still alive
Well I’m falling asleep in my bed
But I can’t lay my head
Where strangers once slept
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