Koethe – Impostor Syndrome Lyrics

I'd never dreamed it always seemed like I'd been wasting light
Never believed, although I must have half a million times
And by the end, I must have lost my mind
Is that alright? Yeah, is that alright?

I'd never dreamed it always seemed I was stuck standing by
Without a choice, without a voice idle and terrified
A silhouette content to just let lie
Is that alright? Yeah, is that alright?

But if I'm being honest
For as fine as I am
Should I not feel nothing?
Quite as much as I have
And for all of your answers
Do you not understand?
This is who I am

And it's one thing, one thing
Mute but I can't say nothing
But I never learned how to try
And it's suffocating
Still, but I can't stop changing
And I can't even say why

When I've been living all the life I've been
Too afraid to let die
And is that alright? Yeah, is that alright?

I'd never dreamed it always seemed like I'd been wasting light
Left unopposed and so it goes to feel so terrified, oh
And I don't know if I am realized
But is that alright? Could be alright?

'Cause if I'm being honest
For as fine as I am
Should I not feel nothing
Quite as much as I have
And for all of your answers
Do you not understand?
This is who I am

And if I'm being honest
For as fine as I am
Could I not feel nothing?
Quite as much as I have been
And for all of my answers
Why do I not understand?
This is who I am