I ate my dinner at 10:30pm
First meal of the weekend
I threw up then put myself to bed
Take off the covers
Cause my fan's not working
Don't know what I'm doing
But at least I caught one
My boyfriend calls to see how I've been
Say I'm good, I'm lying to him
Cause why kill the mood with my despairing truths?
I dance around to Pinegrove songs
Get sick when I'm in my room too long
It's nothing new, just me and my disgusting attitude
Don't wanna go back to my old ways
But something's reeling me in
My fucking feelings again
I might be dying but I'm okay
It's just this disease, it's chronic
But I've gotten used to it
I do my makeup right when I wake up
Cause I can't stand to see my face when my skin's completely bare
And I know you don't care
So I'll quit complaining though it fills me to my core
I won't ask for attention anymore
Don't wanna go back to my old ways
But something's reeling me in
My fucking feelings again
I might be dying, but I'm okay
It's just this disease, it's chronic
But I've gotten used to it
Gotten used to it
Gotten used to it
Gotten used to it
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