Another sleepless night,
Snow starts to fall between dead branches,
Outside, in the winding avenues,
the happiness I couldn't find.
I watch the looming homes in the distance,
lighting up the contours of the darkened hills.
It reminds me of my loneliness.
A longing starts to swell in my eyes,
and through these tears,
I can barely see what has been passing me by.
I have just failed too many times and I wish...
I could have been better...
I thought I could give more...
I should of became something else.
I guess this apathy is a pathetic form of self-defeat.
And I can only watch this sad life slip through my fingers.
I am fading in these streets,
everything is turning to ash,
I drink every night, hoping to forget...
because this fleeting existence aches.
Harassed by sleeplessness,
grasping at every mirage,
trying so hard to fill this immense emptiness.
But because I am an ugly human...
I know how this will end...
I know...
I will be the one alone
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