I wish I could smoke this all away
I don't care about the straight edge like I used to most days
Cause most days I would do anything to numb the pain
But I'm a coward and I'm shallow and I'm most of all
Just scared of any change
And everyone's at parties and I'm alone in my house
I haven't opened a window in weeks
And I'm still watching top model reruns on my
Couch
Yeah I wish I could scare my nightmares away
I've tried lucid dreaming a few times
And I've tried staying awake
And I, I skimmed that self-care article you sent me
And it's not like I think I'm special
I just think some things apply to everyone but me, Anna
Everyone's at parties and I'm alone in my house
I haven't opened a window in weeks
And I'm still watching top model reruns on my
While everyone's out having fun
I'm alone in my house
I haven't opened a window in weeks
And I'm still watching top model reruns on my
Couch
On my
On my
On my couch
On my couch
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