well here i go, putting my health back out of reach,
forcing myself to blame anxiety for
being a shitty friend one more time.
one more cigarette won't hurt me i think i'll watch another movie.
clearly i am having trouble learning.
and i don't know what you're asking for i
found your t shirt in my drawer and i miss you.
but i know i shouldn't.
mostly i'm just overwhelmed by stress.
but i swear to you i've been trying my best.
i am scared of every question you ask,
i've been drinking too much water,
and i can't seem to hear a word you say.
breathing deeply doesn't help i wish that i
was somewhere else getting high or feeling alive.
mostly i'm just overwhelmed by stress.
but i swear to you i've been trying my best.
sorry is the hardest word to say.
you're not a painter unless you decide to paint.
i'll go home, tell my friends i feel alone.
i hate my job, i miss my family and my dog.
and honestly i don't know what to say,
cause all of my words are stale anyway.
i don't think you should call me back.
mostly i'm just overwhelmed by stress.
but i swear to you i've been trying my best.
sorry is the hardest word to say.
you're not a painter unless you decide to paint.
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