I just wanted to be the face of neutrality
I never wanted to leave.
Sinking in, striking out
Shifty tongue, broken ideas
The machine inside me
Spits out numbers violently,
Vomits expletives unnecessarily.
It won't let me be.
I want to see the birds and the bees
Won't always be permanent.
To everybody that i love today:
I want to feel ashamed.
I can see the birds and the bees
Will always be permanent
And if the world teams up on me, i guess.
I only want you around when you're not around.
But now you're gone,
Brushing your teeth with a cigarette.
I only want you around when you're not around.
But now you're gone,
Choking on a cigarette.
I can see the birds and the bees.
I want to feel affirmative.
I believe in what you believe--
I'm pouring under,
Spilling under,
I'm down on my knees.
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