I put my getup on
To wake up late this afternoon
I stumbled down the stairs to grab a gift I got for you
To say that presence is a present I don't give at all
Because I'm focused on the fly I saw up on my bathroom wall
I tried to tell you that I love you but my throat closed
I ain't allergic to too much besides my highest hopes
I got a movie we can watch but you would think it's weird
It's all okay
Though, in my mind, I left the stove on that's why I've been
Breaking down my break downs see to you
Breaking all the bad news to free you
Beating all these odds just to meet you
Cause you're the only one who really gives a fuck about me
Having a panic attack in the moonlight
Sweating to make it all work set the mood right
Holding your hand too tight under street signs
You tell me I'm okay but Imma tell you anyway
I'm stressed the fuck out
Running like the buck out
Headlights on the truck out
I don't wanna lose you
Pressed and struck out
Swing a miss my lucks out
Everything but no doubts
I don't wanna lose you too
The fuck out
Running like the buck out
Headlights on the truck out
I don't wanna lose you
Pressed and struck out
Swing a miss my lucks out
Everything but no doubts
I don't wanna lose you too
My hands are shaking
Got a flight tomorrow
I take a breath and let this amaretto numb my sorrow
Don't understand why I don't feel this way when I'm performing
I'd say hello but
I don't think I brushed my teeth this morning
Just missed my flight
Can't keep my head on my shoulders
I try so hard to stay grounded
While 30,000 feet over
And why's this air so heavy?
I can't feel my pulse
Yeah I'm not ready
All these faces yell my name
So many people faking
I can't take it-
Standing in the street lights bugging
Can't catch my breath
I'm still running
Too many people say it's easy
When these knots all in my stomach
My thoughts are my own worst enemy
Overthinking our chemistry
Shit
Guess no one at this party really gives a fuck about me
I'm fighting battles I don't think I can win
Said you're a snake but I'm the one who's always shedding my skin
I'm talking
Talking in circles
Excuse me if I'm hard to understand
Yeah I'm a fuckup but tonight don't let go of my hand
Don't apologize
You did everything right
You're perfect all the time
That's why I always act surprised
When I'm fifteen minutes late
To the corner
When I don't know what to order
When I think your friends all hate my guts
When I feel like I don't do enough, oh
You say it's okay
It's never been that way
I can weather any weather
Always prep for rain
(Hey!)
Cause you're the only one who really gives a fuck about
Breaking down my break downs see to you
Breaking all the bad news to free you
Beating all these odds just to meet you
Cause you're the only one who really gives a fuck about me
Having a panic attack in the moonlight
Sweating to make it all work set the mood right
Holding your hand too tight under street signs
You tell me I'm okay but Imma tell you anyway
I'm stressed the fuck out
Running like the buck out
Headlights on the truck out
I don't wanna lose you
Pressed and struck out
Swing a miss my lucks out
Everything but no doubts
I don't wanna lose you too
The fuck out
Running like the buck out
Headlights on the truck out
I don't wanna lose you
Pressed and struck out
Swing a miss my lucks out
Everything but no doubts
I don't wanna lose you too
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