You asked Susan Larsen if I ever told the truth
I am a liar and you know it but why would I lie to Susan
That’s like lying to myself that’s like pushing all my feelings down
That’s something I am good at but I’m not doing it now
And all my dreams are things that I don’t like
My teeth fall out my sisters die
My dad is standing here and he is crying
And all I do is stare at him
I feel my feet start shuffling away
To a safer place
And I am running
I am faster in my dreams
I am listening to journey
I have nikes on my feet
And I am faster than Usain Bolt
Quicker than I was in middle school
But so is everything that is trying to kill me
And I saw what you posted a couple hours ago
What would have ruined my day just made me turn off my phone
And I got problems but you knew this you knew well before I knew
I was getting slapped by Tara after a shot of UV Blue
And that reminds me of the party when everyone cried
I was sitting in the corner I was way too high
To comprehend that this is fleeting and everything ends
I was sitting on my roof just reading Kurt Vonnegut
And so it goes
And it never fucking stops
Someone stop this ride
Because I want to get off
Because I’m too scared of heights
And that sinking feeling in your stomach when you fall
And I am falling oh god I’m falling
It’s a sadness I can’t shake
It’s a feeling in my stomach
It’s a habit I can’t break
And not knowing if you’re in trouble
It’s a sadness I can’t shake
It’s a feeling in my stomach
It’s a habit I can’t break
And not knowing if you’re in trouble or if you are all alone
But I heard somebody died out on I-40 West
I hope it wasn’t you or anyone else from college
I heard some somebody died out on I-40 West
I hope it wasn’t you or anyone else from college
It’s a sadness I can’t shake
It’s a feeling in my stomach
It’s a habit I can’t break
And not knowing if you’re in trouble or if you are all alone
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