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You told me to paint with my traumas as a pigment
Now I just see the ugliest color ever invented
I am a stereotype of myself
Walking around with my pants cuffed around my ankles
Like the kid that you crushed on in 2014
He had a typewriter where he'd write his poetry
And every word seemed so vapid and overused
He was an E. E. Cummings, but he wasn't cumming for you
Now I'm a mess and I don't care if you see that
At least I'm not dead yet
Now I'm a wreck and I want you to see it
Want you to feel the same shame that caused it
I want to see you on a wall likе Samuel
I want to see your confidence fall
I'm betting that you'll give up before then
You can't survive without your friends
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
I'm alright, I'm all set
But fuck you and all of your little friends
You're not really that good at anything you wanna be
And fuck you for that
I'm fine, I'm ok
I didn't really feel like texting you back anyway
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I can say that I don't really admire your dedication
Got a lot of shit on your plate, are you gonna eat it?
Wanna shove it in your face, but I know better
Wanna kill myself, but I don't want to put in the effort
I am a walking farce and a disgrace
I am a fucking joke and you made me that way
I hear your voice in back of my head
But you never seem to have nice things to say
Now I'm a mess and I don't care if you see that
At least I'm not dead yet
Now I'm a wreck and I want you to see it
Want you to feel the same shame that caused it
I want to see you on a wall like Samuel
I want to see your confidence fall
I'm betting that you'll give up before then
You can't survive without your friends
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
I'm alright, I'm all set
But fuck you and all of your little friends
I am the monster under my bed
I am the person looking through your window at night
I am the bad guy in my own life
I am the bad guy in my own life
I am the boogie-man to my own brain
I am the crazy I wish that I would never be
I am the bad guy in my own life
I am the bad guy, I'll fuck it up right
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
And I'm alright, I'm all set
But fuck you and all of your little friends
But I'm fine, I'm ok
I've got these little pink pills that make you go away
And I'm alright, I'm all set
But fuck you and all of your little friends
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