Gavi – Tryna Be Sad (SAD Version) Lyrics

I don't really sleep at night
Way too much is on mind
I spend hours tryna balance
Expectations, patience, wasting time

While left and right
Everybodys got some free advice
All this noise, a thousand voices
Hit like poison, they're destroying mine
And

I keep praying for a way out of this hole
I can't take it, medication can't control it
No cause

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad

I don't really think things through
Yet over-thinkings all I do
I spend days just contemplating
Conversations that I can't undo

And I can't breathe, all eyes on me, can I let go
And I can scream but no one seems to hear at all

I get ungrateful when I'm anxious and depressed
But I promise I'm not tryna be sad
I feel ashamed when people say I should feel blessed
Cause I promise I'm not tryna be sad

Antidepressants
May mess with
Expression
But should I care less if
It helps with
The stress and

I've been meditating
Been waiting on saving
But patience don't take it
Away
No

I know it may seem like I'm always at my best
But I promise everybody gets sad