I'm very sane and normal all of the time
That just happens to be a power of mine
(That's a lie!)
Well who fuckin' cares
No one's self-aware
Sometimes I feel I draw a permanent blank
(Oh yeah?)
I mean, a statement more empty than my bank account
How the hell am I
The thing I can't find
If Neverland's home
To lost boys like me
Why did I grow up?
Why am I not free?
Do you ever wonder what life could be? (What life could be?)
If you had only chose differently
Guess that's something we'll never get to see
Well, fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck fuck fuck fuck
If self-expression really is suicide
I guess it's about time that part of me died
(At least I tried)
And hell yes I failed
Every last detail
This indifference I have must be a crime
'Cause no one else here ever seems to be fine
(Am I right?)
Or are they just faking it?
If so, they're so goddamn good at fake-faking it
It's just like fucking around, while you're poor in your 20's
And then the 30's roll around, and you've still got nothing
Gonna be 40 years old, and still a broke ass bitch
Work 'til the day I'm dead, and die without a family or kids
Am I really supposed to believe, nothing is wrong with this?
Well, shit
It's not that I'm unhappy
Even though I am
Don't think you'd understand
I know most people can't
And I'm not saying I hate my life, no that just isn't it
I'm just always tired and pissed
Do you ever wonder what life could be?
If you had only chose differently
Guess that's something we'll never get to see
Who would I be?
Who would I be?
Who would I be?
Who would I be?
I'd be happy if you answered anyone but me
A cancer I can't see is eating me up
Cause something inside me is totally fucked (Yeah it sucks)
My times growing short
Someone press abort
If anything else in my life turns to shit (And it will)
I'll head to the backyard, start digging a pit
And I'll throw myself right the fuck in
If Neverland's home
To lost boys like me
Why did I grow up?
Why am I not free?
Do you ever wonder what life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
What life could be?
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