I started watching a lot of Grey's anatomy
So naturally, I think I'm dying if there's something wrong with me
And every single pain inside my chest will send me into a panic
Maybe I never should have started a show
That includes a lot of information I don't know
Because now, I'm self-conscious of my body
And I always panic
Shit
Went to the doctor 'cause the internet said I should
Convinced myself that I'm in dire need of something good
But I just don't know anymore
No, I just don't know
No, I just don't know, no
How much longer until I get some rest?
'Cause I've been lying here for hours trying my best
To fall asleep, but I can't
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How many hours of torture will I take
Before I reconcile past and accept my fate
I can't control my body
It's unhealthy, I am dying
Anxiety is filling me up to my brim
Pushed to the floor so often, have scars on my chin
Wearing a helmet every time that I drive my car
Maybe I'll grow up a bit like my dad says
Maybe I'll grow out of this like my mom says
But what if I don't? What if I don't?
Am I still here?
How much longer until I get some rest?
'Cause I've been lying here for hours trying my best
To fall asleep, but I can't
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How many hours of torture will I take
Before I reconcile past and accept my fate
I can't control my body
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How much longer until I get some rest
'Cause I've been lying here for hours trying my best
To fall asleep, but I can't
It's unhealthy, I am dying
How many hours of torture will I take
Before I reconcile past and accept my fate
I can't control my body
It's unhealthy, I am dying
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