July in the park, and you look so cool
Clawing on for dear life, this is your rewrite
What have you been up to and
How are you really doing?
You seem kinda sad
And I can't find my lighter
I never thought that it could feel
Somehow even worse
Than the first time, than in my head
I know it's the end
Was I disappointing when we first kissed?
Taste of tar on my breath, slurring but not pissed
What have you been up to and
How are you really doing?
You seem kinda fine
And I'm on a nosedive
Head in my hands, still I drag on
Can barely breathe the smoke in, baby
As you imply
A sense of relief Now that I'm gone
I wanna scream, I tug the grass and just sit quiet
I never thought that it could feel
Somehow even worse
Than the first time, than in my head
I know it's the end
I take it back, I don't want this to be over
I take it back, I know I was the one who made it end
And if you're wrong I'll still forgive you for it all
You're relieved that this is over
You won't have to date a smoker again
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