Does it come down to this
Is this the hill you choose to die on
If you'd just give me an inch
I could make excuses for the ego that you're high on
I hate you and I hate that I do
I can't keep going, and it's not for lack of trying to
Can I even be mad
If I knew who you were
This was exactly what it said on the tin
If I jumped anyway
Then does that make me worse
You laid your cards out on the table
And I read all of them
You're the loss of my life
But this was no way to live
Can you talk to me sober
We need to come up for air
Cause I keep drinking your poison
And it makes me look stupid
When I think that you care
I love you but I'm so in my head
Imagining your face if I wound up dead instead
Can I even be mad
If I knew who you were
This was exactly what it said on the tin
And I jumped anyway
So does that make me worse
You laid your cards out on the table
And I memorized them
You're the loss of my life
But this was no way to live
And while I'm stuck in fight or flight
Wishful thinking out of spite
I wonder who I'd be
If I'd dodged your bullet
If the snow should come and go
Why do you always feel cold to the touch
Like you resent me for all my resilience
And I know this game well
By now I am a pro
You'll pretend that you don't care
I'll pretend that it's not old
And here I'll talk a big game
Preaching to you what I'm owed
Like if you threw me a lifeline
I wouldn't fold
Your indifference is making me sick
Guess I'm the secret that you're gonna die with
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