(Woo!)
Blindsided by the pain that left me numb
By myself taking pills, who I've become
I'm fighting with my brain
(Without you there)
Writing letters to my friends on the bathroom floor
Every day is like the same, it's like before
Sleeping pills are my escape
(and I can feel you)
Every time I close my eyes (my eyes)
I see a life that's better than the lies
That I tell myself
Waking up to dread again
Can't get myself out of bed
I see a life that's better than the lies
And I tell myself I'm fine
(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)
And I tell myself I'm fine
(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)
Told myself that I'll never drown ten feet
But man did I learn I was so fuckin' weak
Words that cut so deep
(Without you there)
Dread again it's creeping in, a toxic friend
By my side until it sends me off the edge
Fill the void with halothane
Every time I close my eyes (my eyes)
I see a life that's better than the lies
That I tell myself
Waking up to dread again
Can't get myself out of bed
I see a life that's better than the lies
And I tell myself I'm
Fine
Cause I'm all alone
And I'm afraid
I'm held up by
My fears again
And I dread that
I will have a setback
When will all this end
Who am I again
Every time I close my eyes
I see a life that's better than the lies
That I tell myself
Waking up to dread again
Can't get myself out of bed
I see a life that's better than the lies
And I tell myself I'm fine
(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)
And I tell myself I'm fine
(Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!)
And I tell myself I'm
Fine
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