What if I, what if I calm down?
What would I make of me now?
I run a pretty tight ship
What if I, what if I speak my mind?
It's a little sharp up there
It's full of self-hating critics
And biased analytics 'cause
I'm scared
Scared of having one too many eyes on me
One too many rugs pulled out under my feet
Too many nights I can't sleep
What if it's just me?
A brain in a body
A couple tendons and bones attached to a phone
What if I, what if I let machines
Do the talking for me?
Would my throat close up?
Would I never have to speak?
Yeah that sounds nice
Baby 'cause the words don't come out my mouth right
Try to say I'm sorry but I throw it like a knife
Make my knuckles white
'Cause I'm scared
Scared to sit inside so much uncertainty
Handle shit so obsessive compulsively
You're all scared of me
(Scared, scared, ohh, ohhh)
I've been talking to the moon
And all she said is "what the fuck is wrong with you?"
And I said I know I'm tired too
And I'm just on a loop
I'm just on a loop
I-I'm just on a loop
(I'm just on a loop)
And I'm a broken record too
And I'm scaring you
Scaring you, scaring you, scaring you
Scaring you too
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