awfultune – epilogue Lyrics

(I just need to know)

It's Saturday, May 18th, 2019
And in two months, on July 2nd, I will be 21 years old

My entire life, I was really hurt
And I was really confused
I never knew what I was doing
And I never thought that I would figure it out

Me being sad led to me making music
I made a SoundCloud on August 2016
And I started to upload covers of my favorite songs

I never thought I had enough talent
And I never thought that I could write my own originals
But thank god for the one comment that I got
Telling me that I should start

And right now
It's safe to say I'm really happy
I've had a really tough year
And I've faced many challenges

I am working on getting where I need to be
In the most healthy ways possible
I'm always growing
And there's never a time where I'm not

I am almost two months on hormone replacement therapy
And I am loving my new life
It almost feels like a brand new start

I hope to never stop making music
Because I really love what I do
With the biggest passion that I couldn't even put into words

I never knew that in February of 2018
I would be anywhere as close as to where I am right now
(Oh god, right now, hell. Hell.)

I'm really grateful
And I'm really blessed to have such amazing support
And I hope to continue spreading love
And helping people that I don't know
(Oh thank you, that's excellent)

I really hope you like my new music
And with that, this is the end of the album
I love you, uh, bye

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